I feel like committing suicide?

Please don't do it. Suicide is never the answer. The issues you are having right now might seem like they are the worst thing in the world, and I know that feeling. But no matter how bad things seem now, they WILL get better. Teachers and friends and crushes are problems you have to deal with, and a lot of people understand what you're going through with that. If your friends are treating you like that, there is something wrong with them, and you deserve better. I understand you not liking the clothing situation with swimming gala, and I'm sure a lot of others feel the same way. You are your own worst critic...Things that you see wrong with yourself or are uncomfortable with, others don't notice, or they may even see them as positive things. Please do not consider suicide. As horrible as things seem right now, they ALWAYS get better. And you deserve to be here and be okay to see them get better. Suicide is a terrible thing, for you as well as all those around you who love you. People care about you more than you could even imagine, and losing you would be so devastating. Please get some help. If you're at the point where you feel you can't take it anymore and you're thinking of ways to commit suicide, you need help. And that's something you must realize as well, without me or anyone else saying it. You don't want to die. You don't want to end things this way. There is nothing wrong with reaching out to someone and asking for help. It's hard to do. But when you do, you will be so glad you did. Problems are fixable...but suicide is permanent. Please seek some help. Take care, and remember people care about you. God bless. :) x